https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xy8jdBSwAto
"Why had he obstinately clung to that dream?
So all these years--since when?--he had been seeing the light of dead stars, long extinguished, yet seemingly still in their appointed places in the heavens.
An immense sadness as of loss invaded his spirit, a vast homesickness for some immutable refuge of the heart far away where faded gardens bloom again, and where live on in unchanging freshness, the dear, dead loves of vanished youth. " - Dead Stars, Paz Marquez-Benitez
An honest love song for those who had broken their hearts before.. People do move on, but somehow a part of them will always belong to that slice of Stephen Hawking's universe, a moment in time, that only the two of them knows. Certain things that connects to her/him will always have meaning nobody will understand. The red car, or this certain brand of scent, or a spa center, or the restaurants you both have frequented back in the days, sunsets... will always remind you of those lost days. It is not about being stuck or bitter, it is just that in a different dimension, there will always be you and him... as if trapped in an eternal dance, albeit, given enough moments in the tomb depths of time, dancing only in the light of dead stars.
Dearest David Choi, it's about time... Glad to meet you.
"I Won't Even Start"
What happened after last summer
When we broke up in September
I haven't seen you feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts but I always get by
I still got a piece of you under my skin
Its always there no matter where I've been
So if ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways
Cause if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I won't even start
No I won't even start
I wish you love I wish it true
That's the best I can do for you
Cause you'll probably find love in someone new
I have to let go yea it's hard to do
So if I run into you with your arm by his side
Just know it'll come in like a knife
So if I ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways
Cause if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I won't even start
No I won't even start
I'll be ok
I'll be ok
O that's what I'll say
So if I ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways
Cause if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I won't even start
Oh I won't even start
No I won't even start
Dearest David Choi, it's about time... Glad to meet you.
"I Won't Even Start"
What happened after last summer
When we broke up in September
I haven't seen you feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts but I always get by
I still got a piece of you under my skin
Its always there no matter where I've been
So if ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways
Cause if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I won't even start
No I won't even start
I wish you love I wish it true
That's the best I can do for you
Cause you'll probably find love in someone new
I have to let go yea it's hard to do
So if I run into you with your arm by his side
Just know it'll come in like a knife
So if I ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways
Cause if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I won't even start
No I won't even start
I'll be ok
I'll be ok
O that's what I'll say
So if I ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways
Cause if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I won't even start
Oh I won't even start
No I won't even start